Thursday, September 11, 2008

this sucks

i am still wearing my new strapless bra, and loving it by the way, but i have to go to bed in like an hour or so, and the problem is, i dont want to have to take the bra off. i love it that much. i would love to be able to wear it to school tomorrow. but i can't. it's not halloween, and if my dad saw, he would probably have a panic attack. I guess the best way to explain it, the reason i want to keep wearing it, other then it feeling natural, it feels like i am being hugged by femininity, and i dont want it to let go. right now, i am wearing my drab clothes (my male clothes) but under neath my shirt, i have that strapless bra on. and it feels so good. damn, i hate my life. i guess all i can say, is that while i hate life, i am so looking forward to my future transition.

Much love
Danie

Update...
Sadly i did eventually have to take the bra off. and now i just feel weird as hell, like naked, but not. i am hoping in a month or so, i will be able to dress up for entire weekends without issues.

but whatever...at this point all i can say is life goes on, and things will happen.

Much love
Danie

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