Sunday, September 21, 2008

cruddy feelings

well...i just feel like crap now...

ya see... i have...had... a friend who is pregnant... and while i tried to offer my support... i failed... epically.

a while back she told me to leave her alone... i thought it was because she was being emotional... but apparently i was wrong. because when i offered my support to her... again... i was told that i am F&%*ing creepy. and apparently i scare the shit out of her.

but the part of the message that i got from her, that makes me feel the worst is... and i quote... "so don't ever contact me again or i can find a lot more mean things to say to you, you queer!

oh and get a fucking life and stop hiding behind your computer...you could have said this to me in person you ass!"

and what i said... yeah i could have said in person... but i chose not too. but...but...i dont know.

and all of this is because i tried to be nice. right now i am holding back my tears until after my dad goes to bed... but i am sure after that... i am going to cry my eyes out...

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